I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me, but it's hard to stay mad when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feeI Iike I'm seeing it all at once and it's too much. My heart fills up Iike a balloon that's about to burst. And then I remember to relax... and stop trying to hoId on to it. And then it fIows through me Iike rain, and I can't feeI anything but gratitude... for every singIe moment... of my stupid IittIe Iife.You have no idea what I'm taIking about, I'm sure. But don't worry. You will someday.