Edyta Sudak


"Monsters are real, ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes they win." "Sometimes being a bitch is all a woman's got to hold on to". Stephen King "There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there. " "I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy. I think my mask of sanity is about to slip. " "There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp, and I do not hope for a better world for anyone. In fact, I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape. But even after admitting this, there is no catharsis; my punishment continues to elude me, and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself. No new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing. " American Psycho "Boże, użycz mi pogody ducha, abym godził się z tym, czego nie mogę zmienić, odwagi, abym zmieniał to, co mogę zmienić, i szczęścia, aby mi się jedno z drugim nie popieprzyło." Stephen King "Żyjemy tak jak śnimy - samotnie" Joseph Conrad "Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for." Bob Marley "coincidence. that's all anything ever is. nothing more than coincidence." 500 days of summer " Serce się nie starzeje, ma coraz więcej blizn." "Nie ma prawdziwszej, wspanialszej radości na świecie od tej, gdy widzi się wielkie serce otwarte dla drugiego" "Niezdecydowanie jest największą chorobą. " "Widzimy wkoło ludzi szczęśliwych, którym nie my daliśmy owo szczęście i to nas gnębi niezmiernie. " "Z oddalą jest tak, jak z przyszłością! Wielka mglista całość rozciąga się przed naszą duszą, nasze doznania rozpływają się w niej jak nasze oko i tęsknimy... " Johann Wolfgang Goethe 'whatever you do in life will be insignifigant. but it is very important that you do it anyway." "You must give up the life you planned in order to have the life that is waiting for you.” Joseph Campbell "There are no secrets in life, just hidden truths, that lie beneath the surface." "Tonight's the night. And it's going to happen again and again. It has to happen." "The worst thing about finally putting together a puzzle is finding there are missing pieces." "I've lived in darkness a long time. Over the years my eyes adjusted until the dark became my world and I could see." "Sometimes I wonder what it would be like for everything inside me that's denied and unknown to be revealed. But I'll never know. I live my life in hiding. My survival depends on it." "I feel like a jigsaw puzzle missing a piece. And I'm not even sure what the picture should be." " Dexter: I'm Dexter, and I'm not sure what I am. Everyone: Hi, Dexter. Dexter: I just know there's something dark in me. I hide it. Certainly don't talk about it. But it's there. Always. This … Dark Passenger. How when he's driving, I feel … alive. Half-sick with the thrill, complete wrongness. I don't fight him. I don't want to. He's all I've got. Nothing else could love me, not even … especially not me. Or is that just a lie the Dark Passenger tells me? Because, lately, there are these moments that I feel connected to something else. Someone. It's like … the mask is slipping, and things, people, that never mattered before, are suddenly starting to matter. It scares the hell out of me. " "But it doesn't matter what I do, what I choose... I'm what's wrong. This is fate." "Despite having considered myself a monster for as long as I can remember, it still comes as a shock when I am confronted with the depth of evil that exists in this world." "we all want life to have some kind of meaning. seems like the older we get, the harder we look for it.. and the harder it is to find. and some of us just look in the wrong place." Dexter Morgan "People don't change. They just find new ways to lie." True blood “Everyone has three lives: a public life, a private life, and a secret life.” " I don't need therapy. It's not my fault there's a disaster every time I blink. I want to fucking move on and leave it behind me". "I spent my whole life being scared. Scared of not being ready, of not being right, of not being who I should be. And where did it get me? " Nate Fisher (6 feet under) "I think it's all about timing. I think timing is everything." "I will die someday. We die, Nate. We all die. " Brenda Chenowith (6 feet under) "it's a filthy goddamn hopeless world we live in." Tate Langdon (American Horror Story) 'it's the sad things that make you remember what's really important'. '"Things change, doesn't mean they get better." Gregory House “That’s the scary thing about theater—it doesn’t live on. But that’s actually the most beautiful thing about it, too. That’s why it’s more beautiful than film and certainly more beautiful than television, because it’s like life. Real life. Any picture that you take or any video that you make of yourself is not really you, it’s only an image that represents the experience you had. In theater, the process of it is the experience. Everyone goes through the process, and everyone has the experience together. It doesn’t last—only in people’s memories and in their hearts. That’s the beauty and sadness of it. But that’s life—beauty and the sadness. And that is why theater is life.” — Sherie Rene Scott “We’re all wounded. We carry our wounds around with us throughout life and eventually they kill us. Things happen that leave a mark in space, in time, in us.” — Brenda Chenowith | Six Feet Under

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