I'm human, I'm not perfect. I make mistakes all the time,which I'm already fine doing and just try to be the best as I can. And that I was true to myself. I am content with nothing, restless and ambitious... and I despise myself for the vanity, which formed half the stimulus to my exertions. Oh would that I were one of those plodding wise fools who having once set their hand to the plough go on nothing doubting. When I feel good about myself, things start happening for myself. When you look up, you go up.I know it when I don't know it. Sometimes I know it when I don't think I know it. I need to trust myself in these moments, these rare moments of self-doubt. I am confident that nobody... will accuse me of selfishness if I ask to spend time, while I am still in good health, with my family, my friends and also with myself. I usually find several ways to express myself: different moods, different days, different voices, different things, 'I'm lighthearted today, I'm gonna do this. I never thought of myself as like, a funny person. When I'm working I don't have room to think about myself and my own issues. It's really freeing. There is no room for me, which is really nice. I used to look in the mirror and feel shame, I look in the mirror now and I absolutely love myself. I always assume I look better than I actually do. I'll feel pretty good about myself when I leave the house, then I'll see a picture and think, 'Crap, I had no idea that's what I was looking like. Do I consider myself sexy? It all depends on the way I'm feeling. When I'm happy inside, that's when I feel most sexy. My style is kind of eclectic and weird sometimes. I don't like to do the same thing over and over again. I like to have fun and explore myself so you won't see the same design. I enjoy doing fashion styles and transforming myself into different looks.I stay true to myself and my style, and I am always pushing myself to be aware of that and be original. I'm competitive with myself. I always try to push past my own borders. While I know myself as a creation of God, I am also obligated to realize and remember that everyone else and everything else are also God's creation. My goal is to entertain myself and others.They may call me a sinner, but I am at peace with myself. I'm kind of a more sunshiny person myself. I don't limit myself. I really believe in the philosophy that you create your own universe. I'm just trying to create a good one for myself.