Someday everything will all make sense. so for now, Laugh at the confusion,Smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason. Life Changes, goes up and down you never know until it comes around. Try to smile thru good an bad depend on friends to keep away sad. The journey is long, the road is rough faith and hope will be enough. Don't waste a day in anger or regret keep joy in your heart, your needs will be met.