I fell on my pathetic shutdown period. Often, before human beings good and bad alike, my senses simply turn off, get tired, I give up. I am educated. I shake my head. I pretend to understand, because they do not want to hurt anybody. This is the only weak point that has taken me the most trouble. Trying to be good to others, often have the soul reduced to a kind of spiritual folder. Nevermind. My brain locks. I listen. I answer. And they are too Broncos to realize that I'm not there.